Ever since the beginning of January 2012 my life has been basically a blur. I was ‘sprung’ for a good while. I cut all of my contacts with people and that just made things worse. In February, I found out I’ve been played. At first I didn’t believe it, but it was true… I wanted a girlfriend. And I’m not the kind of guy that’ll go out with a friend’s girl. I was raised to respect people and their problems. But back to the topic, I basically wasted 2 months just mourning cause the girl that led me on had a boyfriend. My school work has been off. I mean way off! I talk back, don’t listen, fall asleep, and do all the stuff I’ve never done in school. I’ve been in a YOLO attitude lately. The only time I feel good is when I’m playing basketball and I usually get into intense arguments which lead to someone bleeding or hurting. I’ve cussed at a cop, a old lady, and even my dad. Life has been lonely lately. I’ve never felt this weird. It might be the “teenage problems” but I think it’s something personal, like deep inside me. I’ve stopped looking for a girlfriend. Off topic, but 2 things that are going well are my parents have decided to get me invisalign. It’s like clear braces. So my teeth will be straight by 2nd Semester if Junior year. And my brother wants to go on a summer trip, just me and him, so he decided for me to do P90x to get that body I’ve always wanted. I’m excited about those two things. Hopefully my life goes back to the way it was after all is said and done:

• waking up happy
• eating normal
• having fun
• not being a major asshole
• get my friends back
• do better in school
• have more motivation

If all goes as planned.. well maybe, just maybe, I will look forward to what’s in store. If you’ve read all the way till down here I applaud you for having the patience to read the bullshit I feel in my life. I know the stuff I’m talking about seem selfish, but this is about how I feel and that’s it.